Not much people take care of others family background, but don't include me.

I always think two sided- including their family background.

Maybe someone's so spoiled because she/he's the youngest and all her/his willing must be fullfilled.
Maybe someone's so patient because their family always full of anger
Maybe someone's so stubborn because their mom always yell.

Maybe yes.

And talk about mine...
I don't feel I fit here.
I'm not a religious person, or maybe- not religious person you ever met with my whole islamic family

Also I found that I am a stubborn kid after my mom yelled at me every morning, day and night. Yes everyone, yells at night.

We're on a different way of thinking too, always. And both of us, never try to understand each other, or even listen.

Too much differences I don't care about and never try to match.

Actually, twice. Twice I sent her what I want, and what I don't. But it never works- on the contrary, it makes everything worse.

So until now, I can't- and don't well communicated with her- that makes me shut myself in the internet based knowledge world and my own business world.

My dad

He's kind and used to be my only hope;
But somehow, day by day my hope faded fast.

I can't have much similarity. Ours just become fewer everyday.
Since I am a feminist, and he's patriarchy.

Should I continue to my sisters?